Fat experiences

Got too fat for my ex

So just an interesting story for you. I had a partner who I was with for around a year or so, but they'd known me for a few years. She wasn't into feeding/gaining etc but we got on well everything was pretty good.

Towards the end though, she started behaving a bit differently because I think she realised I enjoyed food and my size enough to just keep gaining - I didn't really talk much about it to her but she knew enough. Eventually she explained that she tried to appreciate me and the things I enjoy/my body confidence but I'd just gotten too fat, and after a few back and forth discussions we ended up breaking up. It wasn't entirely about the fat but a large part of it was, and the things that come along with it.

To be fair it was fairly okay as far as breakups go, but I noticed that while I was really sad at the time, I also found it weirdly hot that I'd grown enough that she directly pointed out my moobs and belly and that she knew they were just going to keep on growing, and she basically told me I was too fat for her. It was kind of conflicting but also felt wrong at the same time. It's strange, but sometimes I think of it and it makes me want to work even harder on gaining, and I'm not sure why.

Either way, has anyone else had similar experiences or have any insight?
4 years